Losing best friends one by one

Since the first day i joint this company which also my 1st so-called as long term jobs exclusing all those half years part time summer jobs, I manage to get myself quite a few good friend. Initially was Gobi which was my senioe engineer. We went through hard time when starting up. From machine installation to catching flies, we did it together, kena bamboo also together. haha. Then another engineer joint -- Adrian. He is a nice guy and we manage to get along. After some times he left my company due to some reason. Then I manage to squeeze myself among the LAW family consist of Low, Annie and Wong (LAW is their abbreaviation). Haha. Also have some sweet memories with them. But then Annie choosed to leave also due to some reason. Left only The YOKA Club (pressiden Wong, Vice pressiden Low and Committee member is me.) Actually I resigned but pulled back so i was dispelled from presiden post.haha. The trio group then cause of a breast incident, Low seems like avoiding us. Left me and Wong. We do find things running well, swim together, jalan2 together and spent most of the time together. He is a technical guy and funny guy oso. And he also choosed to leave also due to some reasons. So now left me alone. Dun feel like joining Low as dunno the reason, just dun feel like to. Now I am a lone ranger.I really feel so down when hear wong is leaving us. But ppl choosed their path in their life and we cant stop ppl from pursueing better life style.

Now all I hope is I also can get a job oversea. I know its not fair to my assistant manager which working very hard maintaining the team. He is the best tempered guy I ever seen. Sometime i decided to leave but on his account I choosed to stay. But how long can he stay? He also started to seems demotivated. I do not know how long our department will remain ntil its dismissed due to not enough member. I seen the company start up but i do not want to see it collapse. With the management we have, I can foresee the worst will happen. God pls get me a chance to leave. I cant take another friend leaving.Let me be the one to leave rather than keep on seeing ppl leaving.